adhd #15

  three years ago i made a post talking about how i think i had "adhd or something." 

surprise surprise, guess who has adhd. 

i took my first dose of medication today. this may be placebo, even though i swear i felt it the first hour i took it, but i really have never been this ABLE TO. i will decide to do something and i will feel inclined to just... do it. mind you, for the majority of the day i had been running on 2-4 hours of sleep. but i had never felt more capable of doing what i want to in my life! it's kind of like inside out where the center console or whatever expands and gains more buttons as riley ages. except i'm 20 and i was already supposed to have way more buttons than i did and taking my medication added game genie to it. 

WITH RITALIN IT AINT OVER TILL I SAY IT'S OVER! EXCELLENT! 

-eb